My loulou !!!!!!!

I thought I could get  over it , get over you . 

i thought that I knew so much of hate 

so I would experience of this new ache . 

I thought I always had you here , 

till I saw today the truth . 

You are gone and I have taken you for granted . 

You are gone and it's all my fault . 

I thought you were so strong to make it through whatever , 

it's so hard to accept the fact your gone forever . 

Please forgive me for not being able to whisper a last goodbye .      

To stroke one more time your heart and feel you . 

I think I might inhaled you . 

Now it's impossible to run away of those guilts . 

I thought I could open my heart again and love somebody with the way I did with you . 

But I was wrong .

I can't feel a thing when Im close to something beautiful . 

You know why ?

Cause I always say that you are way much more than this . 

You were much more to me .
Your brown eyes . 

Your black-brown-blonde hair. 

Your squicky voice. 

Your sweet games . 

Your all . 

You were , you are and you will always be the dog I loved the most throughout this world 

and maybe the only thing I did love for sure !!! 

Cause I know this feeling when it comes . 

And it comes only when I run back to you . 

I love you my Little Loulou ....